I think someone's after me. Been sending SMSs asking how I am, wishing me a good night, asking me to take care--often laced with terms of endearment. Ive only met her once, a loo-o-ooong time ago. She was nice (and pretty) enough. Smart, too, and quite successful in her line of work. We emailed off and on for a few months, then it kind of lost steam. After I stopped replying. Haha.
"Youre special to me." Maybe it's just me, but I find that a bit creepy. Probably because Im not used to somebody who's practically a stranger come right out and say something like that. She doesnt know me that well. Or maybe Im at a point where I find it hard to believe that I could be special to anybody. Im just an average Joe Schmoe trying to make a living.
Im thinking maybe if she came at a point in my life where Im a bit weak, I would take her on. Maybe. But I have a healthy regard for the consequences. It would take someone really, really... really special to make me disregard them. Three really's would be... [place name of your 3-really somebody here].
In the meantime, I'll enjoy the ego trip, and disregard the fact that it creeps me out. Anyway it's probably nothing. There was nothing in our past that indicates to me that this could be anything. And besides, maybe I am special. It was just a statement of fact. Nyaahahahaha!!